| GOODBYE 2007 Not my best year, BUT I learned and grew so in the end it was alright. Tonight.. I'm just gonna make sure this year goes out with a bang ;] |
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| When will I learn? There's something seriously wrong with my conscience |
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| Sometimes... choices you make can feel like acid in your stomache, dirt in your veins in the aftermath. Good intentions turn into a mistake. You end up seeing a side of yourself you never thought was there. Promised yourself that it would never be apart of you. Looking back on allll that has happened to me in the last 6th months i'm surprised i'm still standing. I've learned to love the phrase 'what does not kill us makes us stronger' To see the positive in any situation these days... i have to believe that. Life goes on.... |
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| i'm a BITCH There's no other way to put it. But breaking it off with this new boy is best. He said he is falling for me... I'm doing him a favor. He doesn't want to love me. And frankly, I don't want him to. I'm not ready for intense and intimate. All i wanted was casual && fun. It got so serious too fast. Whatever I really hope he doesn't loath me after this. But if he does.. i won't blame him. And even though he probably wouldn't believe me.. i'd like him to know that he's lucky.. i've done worse. I don't handle innocent people very well. Why is everyone looking for love? Why don't we just instinctly know that its a dangerous thing? And that we should let it come to us not throw ourselves around in search of it. People say they love you without knowing the depth of the word. It cutts deep if your not careful. |
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| RISK Taking a chance by letting you inside  
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